Met his mum on the way here and got caught in a stupid drizzle...
it's always raining nowadays and it sux....almost all the time i go over i get my jeans real wet..
i wonder y issit dat she'll only start talkin or smile to you only after you've greeted her.. and she'll giv u the brightest smile ever... ~_~
juz a random day spent at wilfred's place...watched some tv, played some comp and stuff..
he's going over to bugis junction this friday while i go to school n collect my matric card
wonder watz he's gonna buy for our anni...he wouldn't tell me...*sigh*..
i was on my way back home is dat tediously loooong bus trip and i'm runnin out of sour plums
stupid motion sickness.
my mind started to wander thinking about my dad.
i juz called him to tell him i'm comin home and asked him to go to slp
he sounded so listless
he always sound like this nowadays..as if he's life is so boring...which i think it is too...
mum says he's gettin frm bad to worse in rememberin stuff and he's not as strong as he was before...
hopefully he's alrite and not havin those old ppl illness...
In the bus i was thinkin..i used to be so damn cheery..i wonder where has all dat gone to....
since when did i start gettin so moody and all? since when did i stop greeting my dad?
i would always greet him so loudly and prancing all over the place or hide behind the door when he comes home to scare him..
now, i juz sit at the comp n do my own stuff..
i always ignore him when he ticks me off by nagging me to bathe or askin abt wat time i'm going home or when he buys food even if i told him not too..
then he'll be sad
and he'll complain to my mum
and he'll try to do little things like buying my fav sushi to please me..
i'm sucha lousy daughter...
since when did i become like dat?
if i think dat he is tickin me off, on the contrary, i am tickin him off too by not comin back earlier or bathing and stuff..
Now dat i've realised,
i often expect certain things from others which i myself have neglected and forgotten to give them....
since when have i turned into such a lousy person?
i hate myself like dat...
shucks..

WhAt kInd Of kId ArE yOU?
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You are a number three: a normal person. You laugh at good jokes and don't really care about what other people think of you. You think number ones and twos are not as mature as you. You'll probably end up in some boring office job doing something you don't really want to do.
sux....why do i havta end up in office jobs...i'll make sure i jam up the photocopier if anione overtakes me....
* Which Tragic Shakespearean Heroin are You? *
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Othello's: Desdemona - The daughter of the Venetian senator Brabanzio. Desdemona and Othello are secretly married before the play begins. While in many ways stereotypically pure and meek, Desdemona is also determined and self-possessed. She is equally capable of defending her marriage, jesting bawdily with Iago, and responding with dignity to Othello's incomprehensible jealousy. She is strangled by Othello when he is under the impression that she was unfaithful.
i'll hack fred first if he accuses me *SnarL*




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